Tuesday, June 8, 2010
I am very confused those days. At one point I really want to go back to work (it' not like I have a good job offer or something, but still), like really really really and I feel pretty bored at home sometimes! I can't wait when I start developing something useful for some good company, being a part of a team and so on, and so on... On the other hand I feel like I am not ready to put Mark to nursery or to let some nanny to take care of him. Second option for me looks even worse. You might find me egoistic but I can't imagine that some unknown lady is spending time with my child while I am working all day long and being able to see him only late evenings :( It's just doesn't feel right. I am really puzzeled... I just don't know what to do ;(((
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On third hand - looking after a child 24-7 is twice as hard as working as a programmer - looking after my sister's 1,5yo for 3 hours is more tiring than debugging :). And on fourth - being there whenever the child calls for mom might as well pamper him too much. I guess that if you get to know the nursery workers and find them pleasant then it should give you a bit more confidence in leaving the boy in their hands and they are supposed to be professionals anyway.
thank you Zaucho, now I am more confident in my decision of coming back to work thanks to you and another person :) And I will stick to nursery rather than nanny, as I heard only good things about them. I have some time now to check out some local nurseries and hopefully find one of them suitable for Mark :) After that "little" left - finding a nice job! :)
maybe try part time?
part time is soemthing I would consider too, but it's more difficult to find such :)
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